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Dr. Greg House, MD ([personal profile] vicodincrutch) wrote2008-03-21 07:40 pm
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033. Diagnosis

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.

It's a lie. A kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit

Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel
underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
We gotta get out of this place
If it's the last thing we ever do
We gotta get out of this place
'cause girl, there's a better life for me and you

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
So give me coffee and tv
History
I've seen so much
I'm goin blind
And I'm braindead virtually
Sociability
It's hard enough for me
Take me away form this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start all over again

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't want you back
Cuz you're no good for me, I know
That's all I can say
Don't want you back
Forgive my honesty but you gotta go
I don't want you back

You started going out with so-called friends
But I was blind and so I lost all common sense
But there were things that made me realize, realize
Like all the hundred no, thousand lies

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Must you do the things you do
You keep on acting like a fool
You need to know its me not you
And if you didn't know it's cause it's true

I think that you should realize
And try to understand why
He is apart of my life
I know its killing you inside

You can say what you wanna say
What we have you can't take
From the truth you can't escape
I can tell the real from the fake

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He's like a detuned radio

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Why should I worry?
Why should I care?
I may not have a dime
But I got street savoire faire
Why should I worry?
Why should I care?
It's just bebopulation
And I got street saviore faire