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Dr. Greg House, MD ([personal profile] vicodincrutch) wrote2008-03-21 07:40 pm
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033. Diagnosis

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.

It's a lie. A kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit

Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Four, tres, two, uno

Listen up ya'll, cause this is it
The beat that I'm banging is delicious

Fergalicious definition make them boys go loco
They want my treasure so they get their pleasures from my photo
You can see me, you can't squeeze me
I ain't easy, I ain't sleazy
I got reasons why I tease 'em
Boys just come and go like seasons

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
All that I been givin'
Is this thing that I've been living
They got me in the system
Why they gotta do me like that
Try'd to make it my way
But got sent up on the highway
Why, oh why
Why they gotta do me like that

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
And I would do anything for love
I'd run right into hell and back
I would do anything for love
I'd never lie to you and that's a fact
But I'll never forget the way you feel right now,
Oh no, no way
And I would do anything for love, but I won't do that
No, I won't do that

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)


Tonight I'll sing my songs again
I'll play the game and pretend
But all my words come back to me
In shades of mediocrity
Like emptiness in harmony
I need someone to comfort me

Homeward bound
I wish I was
Homeward bound
Home, where my thought's escaping
Home, where my music's playing

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I held my nose, I closed my eyes, I took a drink!
I didn’t know if it was day or night.
I started kissing everything in sight.
But when I kissed a cop down on 34th and Vine.
He broke my little bottle of Love Potion #9.

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Here we are dear old friend
You and I drunk again
Laughs have been had and tears have been shed
Maybe the whiskey's gone to my head
But if I were gay
I would give you my heart
And if I were gay
You'd be my work of art
And if I were gay
We would swim in romance
But I'm not gay
So get your hand out of my pants

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Let's start a war, start a nuclear war,
At the gay bar, gay bar, gay bar.
Wow! Shout out loud!
At the gay bar.

Now tell me do ya, a do ya have any money?
I wanna spend all your money,
At the gay bar, gay bar, gay bar.

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Another time another time
Another scene
I'd be right behind you if you know what I mean
'cause if I were gay
I would give you my soul
And if I were gay I would give you my whole being
And if I were gay
We would tear down the walls
But I'm not gay
So won't you stop cupping my...hand

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel
underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
We gotta get out of this place
If it's the last thing we ever do
We gotta get out of this place
'cause girl, there's a better life for me and you

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
So give me coffee and tv
History
I've seen so much
I'm goin blind
And I'm braindead virtually
Sociability
It's hard enough for me
Take me away form this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start all over again

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't want you back
Cuz you're no good for me, I know
That's all I can say
Don't want you back
Forgive my honesty but you gotta go
I don't want you back

You started going out with so-called friends
But I was blind and so I lost all common sense
But there were things that made me realize, realize
Like all the hundred no, thousand lies

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me
I don't want no scrub
A scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me
Hanging out the passenger side
Of his best friend's ride
Trying to holler at me

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Must you do the things you do
You keep on acting like a fool
You need to know its me not you
And if you didn't know it's cause it's true

I think that you should realize
And try to understand why
He is apart of my life
I know its killing you inside

You can say what you wanna say
What we have you can't take
From the truth you can't escape
I can tell the real from the fake

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

[identity profile] honeycuttheaven.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He's like a detuned radio

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Why should I worry?
Why should I care?
I may not have a dime
But I got street savoire faire
Why should I worry?
Why should I care?
It's just bebopulation
And I got street saviore faire

[identity profile] number1gal.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Mister, why are you singing?

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
No, woman, no cry;
No, woman, no cry.
ere, little darlin, dont shed no tears:
No, woman, no cry.

[identity profile] number1gal.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
But I'm not crying.

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
...Singing?


[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

[identity profile] redstrength.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
...That's a sad song, though. You really feel like that?

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
This is how I feel
This moment
This is how I feel
Right now

Don't know what will be tomorrow
Take it all the way
Take it all the way

[identity profile] holymadonna.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
What's wrong? Why are you in pain?

[identity profile] vicodincrutch.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

[identity profile] holymadonna.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course. Why is he singing? Maybe he's a patient of a mental institute? Everyone feels that way, but locking yourself up isn't the way to deal with your problem.

[identity profile] ohrosalita.livejournal.com 2008-03-21 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Emmett broke out the karaoke again?